I've spent the last few days doing self-care shit, feeling 4 years worth of chronic stress slowly seep out of my body. I seriously went through ALL of my stress activities during the election week - baking, eating, sleeping, insomnia, shopping, drugs, sport, procrastination, etc. Doing anything I co...
I'm finally able to do the things I've been putting off for a while, like exercising, stretching, managing what I eat, and added meditation as well. I've been scheduling my tasks so I wouldn't fall behind on schoolworks. But still I do procrastinate sometimes. Also, I've scheduled my 'me time' as we...
10:44 PM Today was an excellent freaking day. I woke up at around 7 AM this morning after falling asleep at around 12 AM, and after using the bathroom I went out to walk. I walked the usual 3.3 miles and then came back home, and I played Beat Saber for about 30 minutes before work started. It's so ...
Productivity 69%, +4% from last week Discipline 40% Nice week, not flawless, but with a few clear and good results. Also enjoying some special stuff like this last trip on Sunday I felt a nice flow despite the morning failures and some delayed tasks but I didn't feel to many urges for getting m...
Not sure what it is. My anxiety should be getting better with the elections pretty much decided, but instead it's worse. I'm worried about money and Christmas again. We had no gifts last year. Can you imagine being nine and waking up to nothing under the tree? Its heartbreaking. Technically he had o...
11:32 PM Today has been a pretty average and relaxing day if anything. My expectations for today was that I would walk outside again in the morning and then catch up on some work, and then walk again in the evening. That ended up not happening. Instead, I mostly just read a bunch of fiction online ...
Today I am grateful for.....today almost being over. It's the next couple days which will be busy for me. I rested much of today because last night I had a migraine. I have no idea how I eventually fell asleep, but I did. I started watching The Owl House as well as Good Omens today. I like both a lo...
6:43 AM (of Sunday, November 8th 2020) Today is Saturday, November 7th 2020 and there wasn't really much that I did today. The main thing I guess, was that I walked around a lot, taking around 12k steps total throughout the day. I didn't walk that much, but this is much more than my usual ~400 step...
2020/11/07 Saturday I finally have some motivation to do Duolingo. And Dina put me into a Greek Among us Group :D I read the recent messages, i didn't understand everything, but in sense it's like, She hasa German friend who has asked her to join the group, and that i learn Greek, First round: I...
So far, the most fun I've had with Minecraft is with character creation. newbie and I both designed our own characters. His is a cross between a vtuber and his FFXIV character; mine is loosely based on Kaeya. HGR was clearly not about to design anything, so I went online and found him a skin titled ...
Today was less scary and bad. I figured out the weird feeling in my brain was from serotonin syndrome, which I've had before. I was accidentally missing doses of one of my medications and I guess that caused me to do weird things. I felt tired most of the day today. I woke up before noon for once. ...
I didn't get to make an entry yesterday because I could not get my keys working for anything. I would do all of my usual tricks in Notepad or my journal on 4thewords only to have them immediately stop working when I switched to a different tab. Or they'd work fine for one or two letters then stop wo...