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Go Conspiracy and Final Exam

8:33 PM Today has been mostly a bad day I guess. I woke up in a bad position because I passed out while reading Hikaru No Go last night. It wasn't really that bad of a position I guess, but I slept a little bit to the side and the computer vent had its exhaust pointed right at me, so I slept throug...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 70) - Oct. 31, 2020

🦇 31 - 10 - 20 🦇

IT'S HALLOWEEN! fuck yeah. This is my favorite time of year. Anyways, yesterday I got a facial, this was my first time outside in what? 8? months. Don't worry, precautions were taken, like masks, gloves, temp checks, frequent hand washing and disinfecting, etc. The point is, I got some plant peel a...

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ZED (Lvl. 9) - Oct. 31, 2020

Work, Played With Friend Online, Some "Debates" Online, Read Manga

10:27 AM (of Saturday, October 31st 2020) Today is Friday, October 30th 2020 and today was a very typical and normal work day. I had a dream last night about having a girlfriend and we went to some home near the top of a waterfall and swam in the waters and had fun. The girl in my dreams wasn't any...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 70) - Oct. 30, 2020

Just Trying to Get Through Another Day

The days just drag on. And they're all the same, filled with this dread I can't put a finger on and depression that leaves me disinterested in doing anything. I think to myself, maybe I'll watch this show that's normally one of my favorites, then think, "meh." And end up doing nothing. Yesterday, ...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 36) - Oct. 30, 2020

Rainy Walk, Work Raise, Frozen Credit Card

8:51 AM (of Friday, October 30th 2020) Today is Thursday, October 29th 2020 and it was a pretty good day today. I started off the morning with using the bathroom and then I went outside to go for a walk. It was heavily raining out, so I brought an umbrella and wore a windbreaker jacket with shorts....

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 70) - Oct. 29, 2020

Just So Tired

This depression is killing me. And there are so many different things wrong with me (physically and mentally), I'm not sure what's causing the depression or if the depression is just its own thing or if it's causing other symptoms like the fatigue. It's all so confusing. I don't know what to do anym...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 36) - Oct. 29, 2020

29 - 10 - 20

An update - it started raining and I had to close my window. I'm lucky to have three windows put together right next to my bed. I can work on my bed and look out the windows at the dancing leaves. Well, they're running now, not really dancing in circles anymore. Sometimes I dream of my perfect hom...

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ZED (Lvl. 9) - Oct. 29, 2020

29 - 10 - 20

Hurricane approaching today!! I LOVE this type of weather. It spooked my cat though poor thing. I had to bring in all the Halloween decorations and my pride flag, which I think I'm going to have to throw away, it's been releasing plastic threads, which can hurt birds :( Anyways, I'm writing this w...

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ZED (Lvl. 9) - Oct. 29, 2020

Had a good normal day

10:14 PM Today is Wednesday, October 28th 2020 and I had a very good day today. I woke up this morning and after using the bathroom, I went out for a 3 mile walk. There's this route that I take, and it's about 3.3 miles. It's a pretty decent walk and it's such a good way to start the day. I'm reall...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 70) - Oct. 28, 2020

29 - 10 - 20

The power cut out today. Some kid on my street ran outside and started yelling "freedom!" I got to finish my college essay though - I sent it to my teacher to help me get a stronger conclusion, but I'm basically done! It's raining right now but I'm going to go volunteer at my school in two-ish hours...

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ZED (Lvl. 9) - Oct. 28, 2020

Depression Worse

And now my depression is just worse. The other day, I asked my husband to pick up some toilet paper on his way home because we were down to won roll, and I figured it would hold us over until we could get to Costco later this week as we haven't done our shopping yet only to be told there's no money ...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 36) - Oct. 28, 2020

Choices

Weed isn't supposed to be addictive, but I definitely notice when it's not in my system anymore and it makes me antsy. I ran out yesterday (again) and spent all day trying to distract myself by doing anything else, but I can't stop thinking about the pain I'm in and how I would rather be asleep righ...

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iyazo (Lvl. 31) - Oct. 28, 2020

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