7:21 AM (of Monday, October 26th 2020) Today is Saturday, October 24th 2020 and it was a more than average physically active day for me. I mainly played with the Quest 2 throughout the day, starting off with Plank Experience and Beat Saber in the morning. I also installed and played this roller coa...
I keep having a difficult time falling asleep and my days have been blurring together meaninglessly. The other day I was out of ambien and I didn't realize until it was too late, so I just had to deal with that. Somehow I still managed to sleep through therapy and miss it. I have my medicine now. I ...
From the festival by h.p. Lovecraft. There's a living description of a setting.
Recently, my parents have become SUPER intrusive and disruptive of my working schedule. I'm catching up on my late work fine by myself now that I'm back on my meds, but I can't avoid helicopter parents during quarantine, which makes every moment we have together tense. I honestly just want them to t...
Feeling loved Feeling embraced Sobered Alabaster Skin like gingerbread Skin like strong tea Weather-beaten
Well, it was really yesterday that I messed up. Well, more like over the last few days. I really do think I was manic now. Looking back, I lacked a lot of impulse control. For me, that means I actually wrote my real opinion about things in forums which is never a good thing. I've learned over the y...
10/21 I've been eating a lot of soup the past couple months. At first it was a novelty (oh man, I haven't had soup since March, I've missed this). Then the novelty wore off, but it's still the easiest meal option. Open can, heat and eat. That's why I'm having cream of mushroom soup for dinner tonig...
I realized that journaling is very important for me to release my feelings. 'Cause I've realized that when I get mad or frustrated, I need to let it out. I stopped journaling 'cause I lost track and I didn't know what to write. So, a few weeks ago I happen to have raised my middle finger on the terr...
2:35 PM (of Saturday, October 24th 2020) Today is Friday, October 23rd 2020 and it was a pretty normal day for the most part. At work I had something due today, but I wasn't able to finish it. 3:18 PM (of Sunday, October 25th 2020) Today is still Friday, October 23rd 2020 and like I said previous...
I'm now looking good to start NaNoWriMo. I had wanted to have up through chapter 52 ready to go and then I would start writing from chapter 53. For a while it was looking like I would be writing 49 and 50 along with 53 onwards and scrambling to edit the earlier chapters come November, but I buckled ...
So I'm back to just doing my normal thing in the house instead of quarantining for two weeks. Apparently, the oldest daughter started feeling sick Monday morning at work and the 10yo started feeling sick yesterday and the baby now has a runny nose because he sleeps in the same bed as his mama (the o...
I'm starting this because I'm trying to start the habit of gratitude journaling. I have read and heard a lot about the benefits of the practice and, as someone who has dealt with depression in the past, I will do just about anything to prevent myself from feeling that way ever again. Somehow, post...