Weed isn't supposed to be addictive, but I definitely notice when it's not in my system anymore and it makes me antsy. I ran out yesterday (again) and spent all day trying to distract myself by doing anything else, but I can't stop thinking about the pain I'm in and how I would rather be asleep righ...
8:13 AM Today is Tuesday, October 27th 2020 and I had a very productive day today. I fell asleep last night at around 9:30 PM, and I woke up this morning at a little bit before 7 AM. I had around 9 hours and 30 minutes of sleep last night!! That's freaking incredible. Normally I would only get abou...
I wrote a letter to my friend yesterday! I used my new golden sealing wax to stamp it, which was fun. I'm thinking of sending her another letter soon, if only just to talk about the pitiful state of politics in this country. That is to say - the election is coming up soon and I'm scared it's going t...
For almost two weeks, my neighbors have been looking out for me outside their window, wondering if I am really "doing my homeworks". I don't know why I have to prove myself that I am doing my homeworks just because my parents are not around. They thought I'm not doing my homeworks just because I don...
8:46 AM (of Tuesday, October 27th 2020) Today is Monday, October 26th 2020 and it was just another normal workday. The main difference between today and other workdays though is that I had my Quest 2! So I was able to take a break during lunch and play some Beat Saber, getting some workout and card...
Today was quite slow and uneventful. The weather hasn't been helping my pain or mood so lately I've just been laying in bed. I played through another short visual novel today which was nothing particularly special, just a way to pass the time. I skipped doing my morning workout and yoga. I haven't b...
I didn't make an entry yesterday because all I could think to write was how depressed I was. Well not much has changed since yesterday. I don't even want to get out of bed and ended up "sleeping" half the day and went to bed early because there seemed to be no more point in staying awake since I was...
I entered the chat just as numbers was saying, "I kicked newbie for saying uwu." "That's fair," said Dante. "That's a fair kick." === WE BEAT IFRIT WE BEAT IFRIT Can't believe we've been fighting this dude since literally July. Also, flashback to March 1, nearly eight months ago: [1:10 AM] K...
Weekly review 18-25 of October Whats wrong with me Lack of initiative, unmotivated, distractions (dota 2, malcolm youtube in general) that's how I would categorize myself these last couple of weeks, doing just precisely what I have to do, taking shortcuts, and looking for comfort in my life. I suck...
7:33 AM (of Monday, October 26th 2020) I started off this morning by walking outdoors, around 3 miles. That was an awesome start to the day, and I really enjoy starts like this. Afterwards when I got home, I think I just played a bunch of Beat Saber until the battery died out. When the Quest 2 arri...
I tried going on a walk today. This was because the weather was perfect for the occasion: it was cold and foggy with a slight drizzle. However, by the time I got halfway from the garden to the forest paths, my cat starting meowing at me. It was a pitiful meow, the heart wrenching type. She wanted to...
So its another rainy day here in Wales on what is our second day of lockdown 😔🏴 Also we have thunder and lightning which i hate . So as the rain beats against my window I find myself sitting under a cosy blanket with my dogs 🐕 hopefully tomorrow be a better day Xoxo