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Tried to Have a Nice Visit

Yesterday was my oldest son's birthday. He turned 19. Today he came over for dinner. He pretty much moved out when school closed back in March, graduated in June, and officially, picked up the rest of his stuff last month. I don't get to see him often so I said I'd make him anything he wanted for di...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 36) - Oct. 2, 2020

10/2/2020

Woke up already feeling tired today, so right away decided to do my morning workout and some yoga, which thankfully was a bit easier than the other day because I found that I missed a previous practice and did that one today instead. I also made coffee, so I felt a little more energetic after that. ...

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iyazo (Lvl. 31) - Oct. 2, 2020

Gaining Back Some Control

4:45 AM (of Saturday, October 3rd 2020) Today is Thursday, October 1st 2020 and I fell asleep last night at around 10 PM or so. I had homework last night (Wednesday night) and it was also the day we launched our project for fundraising. It was such a disappointing turn-out of people putting money i...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 70) - Oct. 1, 2020

Sleep

I didn't get a lot done today. I'm not sure if I have allergies or if I'm sick, but I haven't felt very well all day. I guess I needed the sleep. I woke up early with a sense of urgency and thought someone had texted me, but they didn't. It must have been a nightmare that I was having, so I didn't s...

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iyazo (Lvl. 31) - Oct. 1, 2020

Still Really Depressed

I haven't made an entry in a couple days. My depression is out of control. I haven't wanted to do anything actually. I've barely managed to get out of bed to sit in the dining room while the kids do school. Which just adds to my depression because I'm tired and wanting to be in bed. Yesterday, the 1...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 36) - Oct. 1, 2020

Project Failed

8:37 AM (of Thursday, October 1st 2020) Today is Wednesday, September 30th 2020 and it's the last day of September. Today was the launch of our project and I can say it was a complete failure. We had thousands of people in our groups, but barely anyone chipped in to fund the project. We still techn...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 70) - Sept. 30, 2020

wakeup call

Got woken up at 9:30 am by the fire alarm going off. Ever since quarantine began, we've been getting intermittent fire alarms, and it's invariably nothing, but still, gotta take every fire alarm seriously. It's what Gideon would do. Besides, I really shouldn't be sleeping in this late on workdays. I...

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Achaius (Lvl. 40) - Sept. 30, 2020

Shuffling

I got a lot done today, but at the same time I made no progress. Michael came to pick me up for my appointment late. We would have been a full hour late getting there so I had to call and the soonest they could schedule me was towards the end of October. I've been afraid that I'm going to lose this ...

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iyazo (Lvl. 31) - Sept. 30, 2020

Not So Afraid Anymore

1:07 AM (of Wednesday, September 29th 2020) I'm getting mixed feelings about the project. I'm not feeling so afraid anymore. I just feel like once we launch this project, others will copy us. The feature we added that was so fun and unique, will be mimicked, I think. People are already talking abou...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 70) - Sept. 29, 2020

Mental Health / Commissions

Today was a productive day. I woke up earlier than I have been recently since I had taken an accidentally long nap the night before and just stayed in bed. So today I got up and opened a workout app I haven't used in a while. I figure a little more structure and instruction in my routine couldn't hu...

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iyazo (Lvl. 31) - Sept. 29, 2020

Where do you see yourself 5- or 10- years from now?

I finally heard back from one of the recruiters that contacted me earlier, and I'm having an interview with a potential employer in the next few days. I still need to read up on the company and prepare my questions. At the moment I'm not nervous. Maybe as the hour approaches I will be peeing multip...

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cake_thug (Lvl. 5) - Sept. 29, 2020

More Doctor Updates

So I had my virtual appointment with my new psych doctor. It went well. I ended up having to take an anxiety pill before hand, but I had also taken one before bed the night before that hadn't fully worn off, so by the end of the appointment, I was already super loopy and tired. But I made it through...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 36) - Sept. 28, 2020

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