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9/24/2020

Today passed too quickly with myself getting too little done. I really need to work on my time management. I have a really poor sense of time though so it's difficult for me. If I like something enough I will keep doing it until I physically can't anymore. I guess that's how my workout went this mor...

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iyazo (Lvl. 31) - Sept. 24, 2020

Don't Want to Do This

Been trying for nearly an hour to get myself to make an entry. Just not in the mood. Today is just more of the same. Tired all day, barely make it through to 2pm then take a nap that does nothing to alleviate my exhaustion only to barely make it until now. My feet are swelled up and hurt so much. I...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 36) - Sept. 23, 2020

Did Homework Early

10:29 PM My homework is due in about 2 hours and 30 minutes, but guess what? I have already done my homework.Okay I realize that's not really much to brag about, but it is when most of the time I'm turning my homework in literally within the last 5 minutes of my homework being due. Doing homework 3...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 70) - Sept. 23, 2020

Lesson for the day - boundaries

I just realized that when my paycheck is delayed, I lose interest in doing work. I really feel demotivated that I just want to lie down and contemplate life. I've stopped being heroic and push through no matter what. I have numerous colleagues who have left this year, I think the biggest reason...

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cake_thug (Lvl. 5) - Sept. 23, 2020

A Rougher Day

Today did not go as well as yesterday. I did not want to get up and laid in bed until my alarm was about to go off. Then I just stared at my phone for fifteen minutes before going downstairs, hoping I'd feel more awake. I didn't. That meant I didn't really have time to clean the kitchen. I did manag...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 36) - Sept. 22, 2020

Walls

Today wasn't anything special. I feel like most of what I did was stare at a screen or the ceiling or walls and space out. I stayed in my room all day aside from getting something to eat for breakfast and dinner. I ate pretty well and just went and grabbed some snacks for later. I haven't been feeli...

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iyazo (Lvl. 31) - Sept. 22, 2020

Backtrack

tw: sex, sw positive discussion, honestly it's all lewd you should probably just see yourself out, you've walked into the nasty I'm back in business, baby. Yeah I'm gonna make it big and live my life however the fuck I want...Why? Because "where exactly am I gonna go? To double hell?" I'll just k...

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iyazo (Lvl. 31) - Sept. 22, 2020

There's actually plenty of time

5:24 AM Today is Monday, September 21st and today I realized there's practically more than enough time for me to do anything that I want, I just have to make time and avoid distractions. How do I know this? Because tonight most of what I did was just watch some movies for several hours straight, an...

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JustMegawatt (Lvl. 70) - Sept. 21, 2020

How My Days Are Going to Look

I'm worn out, but I don't feel like I did much today. I've been busy, mentally, though. Between just the two youngest kids, it looks like I'm going to have to be on top of school stuff from 7:50am until around 4:30pm. The 10yo has his school from 8am to 10am then has independent work that usually ...

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justanotherjen (Lvl. 36) - Sept. 21, 2020

mid-september resolutions

(because we can't let the new year hog all the resolutions) 1. Go outside every day. Every evening, my phone faithfully gives me a notification about the next day's weather, which I appreciate. I like the implication that this is relevant news for me. Back in March I'd take a balcony walk ever...

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Achaius (Lvl. 40) - Sept. 21, 2020

Return

I'm back from the hospital. I feel a bit more prepared this time, so that's good. My psychiatrist and therapist actually said to me today that I should *really* consider getting another pet, since grief over the loss of my pets has been a huge factor in my depression this year. I definitely will nev...

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iyazo (Lvl. 31) - Sept. 21, 2020

September 21, 2020

Eventful start of the week. Bad dreams last night. Saw that person I wanted to avoid in my dreams again. I was avoiding her again. I wondered why she was invading my "space", they're places you wouldn't expect her to be. Then my "sex" dreams are disgusting. My perversion is leaking through my dreams...

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cake_thug (Lvl. 5) - Sept. 21, 2020

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