Today went better than the rest of the week. First, I wasn't as tired as the other days. Not sure what the difference was. I didn't get any more sleep than usual. Got woke up by my alarm at 7am instead of waking on my own before it. I did make the pot of coffee with five scoops of coffee instead of ...
Still not feeling any better. I posted something on twitter "cis men continue to be absolute garbage fires. Get tf out of my life if you can't talk to me like a person." and Sona was personally offended and blocked me. I guess I should be grateful if he doesn't want to treat me like a person, going ...
8:16 PM I have homework due tonight. I hope it's not a lot, I don't even know what I have to do. One of my classes is web development which I already know pretty well, the other one is math and I probably have to brush up on that. I haven't checked yet but hope my homework is due at 12:55 AM and no...
It was another long day of fighting to stay awake and being too brain-fogged to really function. I was also thrown off by the 10yo not doing his classes this morning. He was excused because of his tech and anxiety issues, but it threw my whole day off as I got used to working on writing stuff for tw...
tw: suicidal ideation I feel like the lowest of the low. I just want anything to cling onto to drag myself back up, but I'm not sure if I can do it. I keep staring at the boxes I have no intention of unpacking. Staring at the exposed ceiling beams like they're the only way out of here. I can't take...
9/3 It's common wisdom that one of the difficulties with working from home is maintaining proper work-life balance. I normally have no trouble with this. But last night at 1 am, after our Terraria session concluded, I found myself working on my latest project. I didn't plan to do any work; I just k...
Today sucked. It wasn't quite as bad as before my new meds, but it still sucked. I was so tired all day. I think I went to bed around 1am and got up at 6:30am. I've been doing that for a while so maybe it's catching up to me now or something. Then I had to argue and fight with the 10yo to get him ...
11:47 PM Today is the day after Labor day and it's back to working again. I'm still working from home, but I feel like it was so much better for me to work in the office before. The environment wasn't really the best there, but I at least walked outside every morning, afternoon, and evening, at wor...
Well it's not actually that different. First of all, surprisingly I woke up exactly at 9 am. Normally I would scrolling at the phone until about 11 am. And then I went to school to be my friend's page turner. Unluckily, it turned out our teacher had changed the venue when I was in the subway. She d...
I tried to be laborious on this Labor Day. I spent the weekend doing nothing so wanted to actually do something to feel like I earned celebrating Labor Day. I know, I'm weird. So I unloaded and loaded the dishwasher this morning, made coffee, and ended up cleaning the downstairs bathroom (which des...
I originally woke up sometime around 7am, I think, but decided to go back to bed and actually sleep in a little bit. At first, I just laid there awake, but I must have fallen asleep at some point because when I finally got up for the day it was 10am. And, yes, I regret it. That's 3+ hours of my day ...
I'm back out of the hospital after about 10 days. I met some truly wonderful people while I was there who I plan to keep in touch with because we all got along so well. When I first arrived at the hospital I was irate- I had been told to arrive at 8:30pm and I did...only to be told that they had no...