tw: self harm, drug use Must have fallen asleep last night as soon as I took my meds and hit the bed...I woke up to a phone call with my glasses still on and very smudged. Not the first time that's happened recently...I feel like I hadn't slept at all. I barely did- maybe 4 hours absolute max inclu...
tw: self harm, drug use today was fucking weird. as I type this my head is throbbing, probably concussed from bashing it against the wall because someone said (about herself) that basically people who do nothing might as well kill themselves or something along those lines....I bashed the words back...
Not sure what was up with today. I got up around 6:30am like most days and drank an entire pot of coffee but was still dragging all day. I barely made it through my son's morning Zoom meetings while trying to work on my own things. I couldn't focus, though. It was like all my months of extreme fati...
After a month-long hiatus, we're back to raiding! We had a variety of issues that kept us from meeting for the past month (Silver oversleeping, Silver having finals, Kan's computer issues and my internet outages, and Silver oversleeping). HGR was logged off for so long that leadership of the free co...
I woke up today and I was tired. I slept through Sunday school because I didn't remember what time it started anyway and then had church over zoom at 11am. In a small church group like this it feels like everyone knows everything about everyone. They're all really friendly though. I had several peop...
I missed my first journal entry here. It was unavoidable. Yesterday, our cat, Lilah, started acting weird. She couldn't really walk and looked like she was listing to one side. Very shaky. She also had a glazed look in her eyes which wouldn't fully open so it was hard to really tell, but I think t...
2020/09/12 🍋 Saturday 22:57: it got late... I slept bad this night, woke up every few hours ans the morning wasn't the best therefore. I went to band practice at 14:00 . During it Christoph noticed my flute was a bit too high. I tried to get it right with a tuner app. When i had it somehow in the m...
Finally got some decent sleep last night. I feel like I did very little today, but I actually got a lot done. Woke up later than usual for once. I was able to set up my new tv which is comically large to try to use as a monitor, so I decided not to. I really need to get a desk chair, but my remainin...
Today was a little up and down for me. Didn't wake up until my alarm at 7am this morning which put me off my routine. I didn't have time to sip a coffee while checking social media before going downstairs at 7 to do the dishes and stuff before my son's classes started at 8. Then my husband has toda...
tw: talking about gender and body parts I'm trying to think about what I want in life, or at least what I could do to make myself feel more comfortable in my own skin living where I do. I was really irked by the moldy holes in my ceiling. I collected over an inch of rainwater from them in a large ...
Alright then, this will be my excuse of not doing this past two weekly reviews (basically this is the second one from sept 6-12 ) Sooo august, the middle leg of my third quarter. I tried, I really tried to start a strong august with some nice blog posts and with great intentions of following my sche...
7:23 AM (of Friday, September 11th 2020) Today is Thursday, September 10th 2020 and it was a decent day of work. I got a good amount of work done at work today, and after work I even completed my homework later that night. There's this project I started with someone else. I'm not sure if we will c...