Well it's been fun y'all but I guess I'm done here and need to find a better outlet for my journaling. I would keep a physical journal, but typing is much easier for me. ...Do I really want to go back to an actual blogging site like livejournal...? Not really. OneNote? Nah... I need something more ...
Yesterday I didn't have enough energy to finish my workout after all... I did my stretches and then started having hot flashes. After they settled I just went to bed instead. I want to work out today still, but again I have no energy. I used it all up moving furniture around and carrying things down...
Today I managed to wake up at a reasonable hour. I smelled really fucking disgusting, so I took a long, hot shower. I used my roommate's soap because it smells really good and they use my stuff all of the time, so I'm sure it's fine. I switched back to Herbal Essences shampoo because it makes my hai...
Today was a lazy, restful Sunday. I got up for church and stayed a bit afterwards to chat with everyone (it's all online right now because of covid). I made an effort to remember today's parable because my memory is shit. and I do remember it because I remember thinking it sounded more like Bible fa...
Today started off a little different. My therapist recommended that I switch things up a little. I started today with meditation and noticed I had a more positive mindset. Honestly that probably is the only thing that kept me from having a breakdown later. I thought I was going to get more done toda...
Today was all about forcing myself to do things that I didn't feel like doing. I went to bed too late last night and had to wake up early for therapy. My therapist recommended that I do bullet journaling, but I said I already journal and log everything, that would just be extra work for no real reas...
We got maybe 6" of snow, not very much at all. Friends of mine all seemed to have gotten more than we did here. Found out that my creepy stalker ex, Darci, had been in contact with my other ex, Tori, who is still a friend of mine. She told me that they were asking for tarot readings and information...
My roommate woke me up around noon because Michael was ready to go to the dispensary. It had just started to snow when we set out. Traffic was somewhat slow because as soon as it starts snowing everyone loses their minds and forgets how to drive. Jena lent me some money so that I could get more than...
tw: self harm, disordered eating Today was a simple, lazy day. The other day all I did was sleep and today was still quite restful. I'm not sure if I've been fighting off an illness or if it's the depression and weather. I can feel the storm that's going to hit us already. It's supposed to be a big...
I've had an interesting past couple of days. The other day I dropped acid with my friends and was chillin on the porch. I always expected acid to be like whoaaa far out psychedelic colors, a kaleidoscopic experience, but it was mellow and nothing like that. I don't know if that's because of the medi...
Today went by quickly, thank goodness. It was a rather dull day. I woke up and apparently managed to not pull the blanket over me, overheating myself. So any day I don't wake up drenched in sweat is a good day. The sweating comes after, when I do my workout. Today's yoga session seemed short with no...
Woke up sweaty and cold. Can't wait until I go to the doctor tomorrow so I can ask what's up with that. I smoked the rest of the durban, but didn't draw any more. I planned on doing that, but had no ideas and then forgot about it. I barely did anything all day. I just wasn't feeling working out. Whe...
