I actually didn't wake up feeling super gross today. I guess the thinnest shirt I own or sleeping shirtless and without a blanket is the solution to that (though I did wake up with a blanket on). It feels so open and exposed though, but I can do it... I mean I'm the only one who lives on this floor ...
Tonight I have an assortment- a THC cocktail. I went to the dispensary earlier and got some in pill form. My friend recommended them to me for sleep because the effects are longer lasting. I also have my regular vape and a smaller vape pen with Durban in it. That strain makes me feel creative so I m...
I wanted to draw all day today but my executive dysfunction disorder had other plans in making me do literally everything else but what I wanted. Another morning drenched in sweat, so I hopped right in the shower. I guess I was taking too long because my roommate came and knocked on the door. I exe...
I was pretty busy today. It was a good day and I got a lot done. Unfortunately I woke up drenched in sweat again. The temperature in my room seemed fine, it's just my body getting overheated. I really think it's a side effect of medicine I'm on, I take so many different things... I need to remember ...
Today wasn't anything too exciting. I woke up sweaty again and got changed and went back to sleep. I got up and had therapy for an hour. It felt pretty productive because I'm realizing that she expects me to talk, unlike my last therapist who would talk over me... I went out, took the last of my mon...
Today wasn't very exciting. I woke up at 7am drenched in sweat and both freezing and hot at the same time because of it. I went and took a shower, changed clothes, then went back to bed.... I was too tired to deal with anything when the sun was hardly up. I spent some time organizing my planner, wa...
I actually woke up on time today. I went to (virtual) church for the first day of advent for the first time. I was nervous about coming back after so long but I got a few DMs during the service welcoming me back. I was honest and told them I had just been sleeping lol I did just have surgery so seem...
I keep getting hot flashes. I'm not sure if it's the heat kicking on and off in my room or if it's actually me. I don't know if hysterectomies can cause that to happen. To be honest I was probably a bit uneducated and unprepared before getting this surgery. My doctor asked me if I regret it though a...
Happy Thanksgiving to those who celebrate it. Here we do friendsgiving, instead of being with family. Just the same people I usually like around and one of the people who came over for Halloween too, so a small gathering. The food was good. I wish I had offered to help in some way, but I hadn't left...
Still haven't been up to anything productive lately. I started watching an Australian kids show called Bluey and I really like it, it's cute and reminds me of when I was a kid. I went to the dispensary again even though I shouldn't have and I spent the rest of my money on weed. The dispensary messe...
I've been sleeping the days away lately. I wake up and I'm still tired so I go back to sleep... What else is there to do? I'm not allowed to work out which is how I usually start my day, so I end up more tired than usual between that and the surgery itself. Just got up to give the rats some cheerio...
I'm still in pain and just took my last oxycodone... I'm going to have to call the doctor tomorrow because I'm still in pain and I guess shouldn't be by now. I have to go up and down stairs constantly, living on the third floor, I know that doesn't help. Not like I could avoid it. One of the incisio...
