I woke up this morning feeling terrible so I forced myself up- right as my alarm clock started to go off. I was on time for once- that was a surprise. I didn't particularly have anything planned for today, though I ended up doing a lot. The past few days have been dull. I didn't do much of anything...
I did barely anything today. I woke up from a nightmare this morning after not taking my night medicine. My headphones were off and I had slept through my first alarm. Pretty unusual for me. It hard for me to pass out without ambien, but to be all over the place thrashing like that.... I probably ha...
Today went in reverse. I actually woke up to my alarm for once. The second time it went off, anyway. I went to my doctor's appointment, which went well. I have to get some routine bloodwork done which I can do at the same time I go to get covid testing done prior to having surgery. It's a month away...
Things didn't go completely as planned today, but that's ok. I got my bookshelf and small desk built. Mostly... I lost the pack of screws for the desk so the main part is together but it's not super sturdy. The two fit perfectly beside each other. Then I was able to put all of my books away with exa...
I didn't do a whole lot today. I overslept again and was a half hour late to therapy. I'm lucky they're so understanding and didn't just cancel on me, so I was still able to talk to my therapist over the phone. I mentioned feeling overwhelmed and how I think I made a bad decision, but my therapist a...
Today started off as an easier day. I missed my alarm again, but didn't put any pressure on myself to get up right away because the rain outside has been making me extra irritable, in pain, and depressed. It stayed rainy for the entire day so I couldn't have gone out for a walk if I had wanted to. E...
I'm completely out of money and out of medical marijuana, so getting to the end of the month is going to be difficult. I couldn't even afford to pay my rent in full, but Jena said it's ok and even made me dinner... They know that I'm doing the best that I can. My emotions right now are bordering on ...
Yesterday was a busy day. I went out and got my rats- there are four of them! I really should have stuck with only two, but they're so cute and I have the space- the cage is going to take up the same amount of space no matter what so...four boys. They are lovely lazy lumps and I love them but I have...
Today was supposed to be rat day so we went out and...got everything except for the rats. I had to wait to look at the rats and the people in front of me took one of the ones I had my eye on. There are others that go on sale tomorrow that I'm going to try to get. We plan to leave around noon-ish to ...
I slept all day today and I'm full of snot. I guess that means I have to admit that I'm actually sick and it's not allergies after all... Tomorrow my roommate and I are going out to look for my new pet rats and to get supplies. I'm pretty excited about that. They also just told me that they have me...
Today was a boring slog. I had to wake up after only a few hours sleep for therapy. I feel like she expects me to talk more than I do because there's a lot of awkward silences, but I'm not a very talkative person so that leaves me feeling weird and stressed out. Just went through my mtg cards only ...
Today I managed to get some things accomplished. Michael took me to run some errands. We decided to wait until at least Thursday when Jena has off for me to pick out my new ratty companions. I had told them that they can help me pick out the rats and stuff and they're super excited about it, so I wo...
