Valentines day was spent entirely in my room. Glitch and Tony both were up here to hang out with me and we spent the whole day together eating candy and watching Grace and Frankie and Black Butler on my bed. Glitch and I were also on a very mellow acid trip that Tony kindly gave to us while he just ...
Yesterday wasn't bad. Glitch and I walked to the comic shop and back. I got a bunch of toploaders in a nice pokemon box for free from a nice guy who dropped them off for me because the store doesn't carry them. That was super nice. Saved me like $30... for some reason toploaders are suddenly hard to...
I woke up this morning alone, but that's typical as Glitch usually wakes up hours before I do. They had to go to a thing today and said they would be back by 4, but it ended up being closer to 6. We got pizza and watched Grace and Frankie. I feel super tired, but we did have sex a couple of times ha...
Yesterday we walked a mile back to my house at night in the cold. I was in so much pain but determined to get there that I kept feeling like I was going to throw up. I didn't, but it's still not a nice feeling. We got here and there was some drama between Glitch and Tony which I guess is resolved no...
Stayed at Glitch's house again for a few days. We just watched anime and hung out and it was nice. Athena really likes me too. She would stay in bed with me while I was still asleep because Glitch gets up early. We played fetch a little bit with a squeaky toy. I did wake up to yelling though- Glitch...
I spent the past few days with Glitch. They're still worried about Jena being mad at them and not saying why, but Jena ended up going to the hospital because they haven't been feeling well, so they haven't been able to talk it out which has been a stressful situation. Glitch is worried it might be c...
Last night was pretty bad. I have anxiety about sleeping in the same bed as another person, but had to last night because Glitch was having really bad anxiety about stuff that has been going on lately. It's because Jena is mad at them for some reason, but they haven't had a chance to talk. Glitch ha...
Today I woke up on time to my alarms for once. I only set about a billion alarms on three separate devices to make sure I get up. I was still 10 minutes late for therapy because I lost track of time online. Glitch decided today would be a fancy date night so we both got all dressed up and ordered in...
Today was a really heavily emotional day because it has been 10 years since the death of one of my aunts. I miss her terribly as does the rest of my family. I also got in a fight with my roommate today. They shot the house group chat ("the real pandemic party chat" lol) a really long angry message ...
Today was a high pain day. After my "workout" the other day I'm not surprised. I'm feeling muscles I forgot I had. Speaking of muscles I'm thinking about going back on a low dose of testosterone and off of my antipsychotic... The one I was on before at least still let me get high, but it gave me bad...
The "Me Want Bite" tiktok lives in my head rent free Last night Glitch tried sleeping in my bed with me but I'm such a disaster bisexual that I couldn't get to sleep and they ended up going downstairs. I get really anxious around sleep time and part of that is the insomnia. She told me my hair smel...
Oof I went to bed after 5am and didn't wake up again until 6pm. Glitch is over and wants to hang out after the RPG group they're hosting so we'll probably watch something and cuddle again. I got up and shaved and brushed my teeth at least. I'm going to make a better effort to brush my teeth througho...